I also don't think she was genuinely prudish in the beginning.
Her celibacy was her way of maintaining control of her relationships.
First she controlled them by having sex with no one. Then she controlled them by being faithful to no one. Then the ardeur gave her personality-warping and addictive powers
She's not capable of a monogamous relationship because there's a possibilty of equality in that situation. That's why she went from zero to multiple lovers from whom she demands one-way sexual and/or emotional fidelity. It allows her to maintain the upper hand by being the most important woman in the lives of all the men while never allowing them the same security.
She's the world's sluttiest tease, and in her mary-sue fantasies that just makes the supernatural studs want her even more.
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Her celibacy was her way of maintaining control of her relationships.
First she controlled them by having sex with no one.
Then she controlled them by being faithful to no one.
Then the ardeur gave her personality-warping and addictive powers
She's not capable of a monogamous relationship because there's a possibilty of equality in that situation. That's why she went from zero to multiple lovers from whom she demands one-way sexual and/or emotional fidelity. It allows her to maintain the upper hand by being the most important woman in the lives of all the men while never allowing them the same security.
She's the world's sluttiest tease, and in her mary-sue fantasies that just makes the supernatural studs want her even more.