I've gotta echo everyone else and say that I just don't get this. How can you fail to save a character? O.o How can you get to the point where you can't understand that they're not real?

And if she misses Phillip that much (and I admit, I forgot who he was too...), why not write a flashback that focuses on him? Oh wait... that would involve actual plot, now wouldn't it?

*snorts with disgust* This woman is of the batshit crazy.