Yeah, I know what you mean. Been there done that myself. Sex drive and conciousness work on two entirely different levels, that's why they say rape is not really about sex. That's also why so many sexual abuse victims get confused and ashamed about enjoying it and at the same time hating it.

As I said, this could actually be a very cool and interesting plot point to play with to make a truely scary idea...but...meh, it's LKH. She just wants to think about Teh Sexx0rs. >.<.