This. I only wish I had the energy to care about how my body looks. I do not love my body, as it beats the crap out of me constantly, and I also get a lot less pleasure from it than I used to. I'm only 37 years old but I'm not supposed to get on the floor or take the stairs. My body doesn't flippin' work, it is broken, it hurts me, and I'm supposed to love it?