spittingfish.livejournal.comHello! I'm new here, been a lurker, but I think I've finally hit my breaking point. Like the title says I'm doing a double major featuring Creative Writing at a fine university in St. Louis Missouri. When I first started reading LKH I was like, "Wow, an author who lives by me, describes the roads I drive down, etc, *insert general awesome qualities here*". That was before the darkness struck or, in laymen's terms, everything after Obsidian Butterfly.
I've continued to buy LKH's books, even purchasing Blood Noir, more because it's like, "being unable to look away from the train wreck" and because I get great prices at Barnes&Nobles then because I'm "so in love with Anita Blake, OMG!1!!". I never finished The Harlequin. But, after falling asleep reading the catastrophe which is BN, THREE nights in a row and finally forcing myself through the pages I am just... so done.
I think for me the moment I realized I could never respect LKH as anything other then a goth-darkity-dark 15 year old in a grown woman's body was when it hit me that LKH is posing for Anita Blake and finally through this delightful little conversation I got a chance to have with her. I've written quite a bit over the years and when I got a chance to meet her I had just killed off one of my most beloved characters for the benefit of a plot. (Because you know, sometimes, an author is actually in charge of a story versus her make-believe friends handling the circus) It was hard, as most people know, but I'm brave little engine so I pushed through it. Little did I know that when you're a world famous author things like death have no such designs on your work! If only I'd been told this before! Because as LKH very sweetly informed me, "she doesn't kill off the people that she loves". Well... doesn't that just make me a right B.
Silly me, assuming that the real world still bore any semblance in LKH fiction. Silly me for believing that, if people die in the real world, people are bound to die in the fake world too. Silly, oh so silly, me.
And no LKH, killing off a random character is not the same as killing off one of the fifty leading men. It's just not.